I will definitely clear out the word "suicide" out of my mind,but today,it seems hard to do so.
People have friends to talk to,but I only can talk to the wall.
And yeah,I don't know why jealousy starts to fill in my heart already.Darngg!
I'm clear that my objective of life is only study,nothing fun.
Seriously,fed up is the one and only word that could express my feelings now.Even my friends and family couldn't help me anymore.
Eventhough I say I'm fine,people do trust my words.Good in convincing or neglected by everyone?It's obvious for sure : )
This is the second fall in my journey.I hope this time,I will forever trap in depression.
I don't need to worry anything anymore or hurt by other people's actions.
I'm learning to be invincible and this is the only place I will appear and express my thoughts.
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